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is it already the middle of december? really? 2009? this year is so… 
18th-Dec-2009 10:19 pm
is it already the middle of december? really? 2009? this year is so close to being over. i'm pretty thankful for that, actually. even though i'm a fan of odd numbers, and odd years stand out in my mind, this year has had some truly amazing moments. really, really amazing ones. but i feel like it's time for something new, some sort of change or cosmic change or something. i've been reading harry potter at work, i started deathly hallows yesterday and i'm already more than a third of the way through. i've been trying to save money, but instead i've been paying off smaller debts i have. that's better than spending my bonus on a new computer or an ipod or tv... but still, i need money to move out, which will hopefully be happening soon. february-ish. or march. i had chinese food for dinner and it made me feel so sick. now i'm starving. i'm watching julie/julia. that doesn't help me be any less starving. i need to make changes and actually follow through. i need to stay connected with people. write my own stories. keep things clean. exercise.

i've been trying to take walks during my lunch hour. i drive down to the center of middleboro and walk around the block, usually drinking something warm from cafe milano, stuffed from something pastry-like and freezing to the bone. i've been wearing ugly socks with my flats because idont have any warm weather work appropriate shoes. i walk by the library and think about going inside. i look through all the store windows. one day i butted in on a `conversation with a woman who owned a boutique i was browsing through. i seriously love the center of middleboro. it's so cute and small and there's all these little places that are so foreign though i pass them all the time. it's so so so cold out. the countdown until spring begins in two weeks -- i realized last year that i start that countdown every year, announcing it here, and i didn't even realize that i had done it the year before.

anyway, what have you all been up to? i feel so disconnected.

also, can i tell you how pissed/annoyed i am by these POP UP ads that livejournal is throwing at us? ridiculous and annoying and that really makes me consider finding somewhere else to write.
19th-Dec-2009 11:51 pm (UTC)
First of all, I think you know how annoyed I am by them because I don't know if this is true for you and everyone else, but the only ones I EVER get on LJ are for fucking BEST BUY. Which isn't currently as obnoxious to be reminded of as it was a couple (almost three omg) weeks ago, but stillllll!

Annnnyway, 2009 was totally my BEST YEAR EVER because of my BEST FRIEND EVER. But I still agree, it's time for it to end.

Lastly, not to worry, you'll totally get better at keeping stuff clean or at least reasonably tidy once we're in 221B since you will have me around to frown upon/harass you about messiness and whatnot :)

iluuuuuuu!!! ♥
20th-Dec-2009 02:00 am (UTC)
yeah LJ is pretty much sucking lately.

YOUUUU are the only reason the 2009 hasn't been complete crap <3333. 2010 will be SO FUCKING AWESOME with the two of us together, I CANT WAIT

hahahah uhmmmm i'm hoping that i get better about being clean BEFORE we move in together. because my messiness is going to annoy you, and your being annoyed and/ or harassing me is going to annoy me. that being said, i dont expect it to be an issue.

iluuuuuuu2 ♥
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